Dead hopes

All my hopes have died. Or at least this is what I feel in this moment. I will not be able to say to him these words that I kept so much time for her.

あなたは、このものと けっこんし、
Anata wa, kono mono to kekkon shi,
You are on the verge of marrying Laura,

かみの さだめに したがって、ふうふに なろうと しています。
Kami no sadame ni shitagatte, fuufu ni naroo to shite imasu.
and of turning into a marriage following the God's law.

あなたは、その すこやかなる ときも、
Anata wa, sono sukoyaka naru toki mo,
Do you promise that in the health

やめる ときも、これを あいし、うやまい、なぐさめ、たすけ、
yameru toki mo, kore o ai shi, uyamai, nagusame, tasuke,
and in the illness you will love her, you will respect, you will console and help,

その いのちの かぎり
Sono inochi no kagiri
and that while you live

あいし つづける ことを ちかいますか？
ai shi tsuzukeru koto o chikaimasu ka?
you will keep on loving?

はい、ちかいます。
Hai, chikaimasu.
Yes, I swear it.